weekend home-wrecker

So I took today off because school was canceled for Logan and even though I could have made other arrangements, I really felt like having a Mommy-Logan day... so I stayed home with him. I'm so glad I did. We did crafts, went shopping at TRU, had lunch together.. then went and picked out which condo we wanted. It was a great way to spend the day.

When we got home, I had an email from him.. asking what my schedule was for the weekend. I thought he was asking because he hadn't spent much time with Logan since being back from FL last weekend.  He asked if Logan could stay over Friday night and he would bring him back for basketball Saturday afternoon. Sure, no problem. Then he says "FYI.. there's a possibility I will have company visiting for the weekend, but not until late Saturday. It will not interfere with Logan's schedule."  What???  So all this bending over backwards to work around possibly having another school cancelation tomorrow and figuring out how to make sure Logan gets to spend maximum time with him in between, is not really because he's dying to spend time with him.... it's because he wants to get his "obligation" out of the way before SHE gets here?????  I'm just at a loss for words.

So, I said.. "Obviously things went well for you down there this time. Awesome." to which I got no further response.  He came to pick Logan up after work and I couldn't even look in his direction. HOW can he keep doing this to me?!?! It's like he suddenly forgot that he's still married! And that his WIFE is 6+ months pregnant!!  He just... doesn't care. At all. I'm trying so hard to move on with my life.. live for me and my boys... but he's making this so FUCKING difficult. It's like he's stabbing me in the heart each and every time I just start getting to my feet. DAMN him and his weekend home-wrecking whore. 

He wouldn't dare bring her to his Mom's house. After I told her about the possibility that Ms FL might be here this weekend, she said "Over my dead body will she come anywhere NEAR me house!".  I'm sure he'll recommend a room at a local hotel and he'll be with her.. showing her around.. doing whatever it is that couples in love do. I won't go driving up and down Rt 6 looking for his car like some mad woman.. I won't. But this part of the world is very small..... and God help them both if they should inadvertently happen to cross my emotional, pregnant path.